While Hilary Duff’s career as a pop diva skyrocketed - she released two platinum albums and a best-selling greatest-hits disc in just three years - the former Disney child star found her acting career stalling. Hollywood had difficulty seeing Duff beyond her past sugary sweet roles and good-girl, no-rehab persona.
“It always shocks me the lack of openness, the lack of imagination that some casting directors have,” Duff, 19, says. “I would read a script and be so in love with that, and someone would be like, ‘Hilary Duff? Oh no, we don’t want her for that.’ ”
As bad scripts and rejections kept coming, Duff decided to put 100 percent into her music career.
“Dignity,” released last week, is a club-oriented record filled with pulsating grooves, but it also tackles some of the more serious issues she’s faced since her last record, including a breakup with Good Charlotte’s Joel Madden and her parents’ split.
“Every experience that I had for the last two years, they were certain things that made me want to write about in song,” says Duff, who co-wrote all but one song. “It’s a new side of me and part of me. All the songs are so self-explanatory. It was very liberating - writing it is like a therapy session.”
“She was very honest about where she was in her life, and very open, which made it very easy to collaborate,” says producer Kara DioGuardi. “I think she’s really become an adult on this record. She’s a young adult, in the way that she feels, in the way that she acts, in the way that she interprets what she’s singing about.”
Though Duff and Madden first raised eyebrows because of their seven-year age difference - he was in his 20s and she was under 18 when they started dating - they seemed like a solid couple, and he even worked on her greatest-hits disc, providing an edgier sound then the bouncy pop that had become her signature.
But Duff says she broke it off last year when she had a feeling that “this isn’t right anymore. I didn’t know how to trust that feeling, but I knew I had it.”
Duff admits it was hard to see him move on so quickly to his current flame, tabloid magnet Nicole Richie. But Duff says she’s happy being single.
“I want to be alone - I wouldn’t imagine dating someone,” she says. “It was hard, it is painful, I still get really sad, but I feel empowered.”
She went through the dissolution of her parents’ marriage. The song “Gypsy Woman” was inspired in part by the family drama.
“It’s about a woman who breaks up a family. It’s weird, because you feel like it’s a cover-up - were they happy?” Duff asks of her parents’ marriage.
Talking to friends about your crises is one thing; putting it on a record for the world to hear is another. At first, it was hard for Duff, who admits to growing up “cautious,” wary of putting her public life on display.
But eventually, Duff says she asked herself: ” ‘What am I hiding for?’ I think it’s easier to open yourself up through music.”
While Duff was able to express different emotions on record, she found it difficult in her acting career, mainly because most of the roles kept her in “Lizzie McGuire” mode, with fluffy, family friendly films like “Cheaper by the Dozen.”
“I really didn’t want to do that,” says Duff, still frustrated at the thought. “I wanted to challenge myself and do something unexpected, and also wanted to be excited about it.”
She even began to doubt her acting skills.
“‘Nobody thinks I’m good, nobody thinks I can do anything different,”‘ she recalls thinking. “I felt kind of in a weird place. That’s when I started making my records.”
A film project has stirred her interest, though. John Cusack, who wrote and stars in “War, Inc.”, sought Duff out, but she almost passed - he wanted her to play a pop singer.
“But then once he talked to me on the phone … (and) after I read it, I had to do it,” she says of the part, an oversexed eastern European superstar.
She took a break from recording her album to shoot the movie in Bulgaria.
“Going up there, I was a little intimidated and scared,” she says. “It really just reassured me. It kind of brought back the passion I knew I had,” she says of the movie, which does not have a release date yet.
Duff brought back that passion when she went back to work on “Dignity.”
“She’s definitely now in my opinion has a more active role in her career, and she’s still the same sweet compassionate girl that she is,” DioGuardi says. “I think she’s just taking more control of her life.”
She also gained more confidence.
“Before, I definitely considered myself more of a singer,” Duff says. “I think definitely since I did the movie I was like, ‘I’m an actress.’ ”
Source: NY Journal
